Like Camping, But Not

Quarantining as the only parent is a bit like camping.  I’m not really someone who enjoys camping, but camping with someone you love is exciting.  
The stars, the crickets, the owls, the coyotes. 
The snuggling. 

The cozy conversation : “If you could travel to any star or planet which one would it be?”  “I would choose the brightest twinkling star, because that’s how I’d know you were there.”

The scared conversation: “What was that weird sound?” “Just a screech owl, don’t worry honey, we’ll be just fine. I’ll protect you.”

I feel like I’m camping alone right now.  I can do it.  I can identify all of the *sounds*, I’ve got all of the *camping* equipment. 

It’s lonely now, though.  
There is no cozy conversation. 
There is no one beside me sleepily saying: “Don’t worry honey, we’ll be fine. I’ll protect you.”

Author: Admin

I was happily married for almost 24 years. My husband and I had were raising two children. Shortly before our 24th anniversary, Tom died suddenly of heart attack. My world stopped. With kids (ages 16 and 13) there isn't the luxury of mourning at my own pace. I had to roll up my sleeves and help each with their own grief all the while managing mine. It is very hard. I am sad that some of you may have found this blog as you are trying to navigate your own traumatic event. Let me be here for you. Grief is fickle. Just when you think you are strong enough to manage a second, a minute, an hour, Grief changes her mind and punches you in the gut. You are not alone. I'm going through it, too. I am here for you.

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